2000-04-06 | 01:31:49

Oh I am so screwed! School wise that is...

So I miss 2 days of class and everyone jumps up my ass. Good god, you'd think the spanish inquistion was going on up there! A note from a teacher sent via email, friends calling me letting me know another is going ballisitic without my appearance. Well excuse me! It's not like I took the 2 days of and just lolled around somewhere. I was sick! So now I am in a whirlwind of school assignments. True I did state that I thought I wasn't doing as much as I could be doing but it's not like I haven't always worked my ass off for my grades. I have, just look at my damn GPA. But now it seems as if I have to throw myself back into that tumult. I have to work like a maniac once again and hope that in the end things turn out well.

A friend of mine is coming over tomorrow so I can take photos of her for my independent study in photography. I was able to get a hold of her tonight and tomorrow she will come over so I can take artsy fartsy photos of her. Then I have to read up for my presentation on pornography on the internet and censorship and then develop some more of my negatives and head off to work with a quick stop to pick up my friends birthday gift. Looks like even though I want to take it slow and easy everything as usual is fast paced around me. Hopefully by Sunday everything will be stuck in its groove and I won't be so paranoid with my time. I will make sure to schedule stuff out again also. With that being done I will have more time to do stuff. Which is good. Time for me is always good.

I have one day for me though. One day of fun. And that excitement will be tomorrow. After work I will be heading off for some drinks and dancing and then after that I will immerse myself back into studying and working and not going out and not disappointing anyone. But for one night I want to Lauren Baccall myself and go out and have some fun.

Because if you think about it, girl's just want to have fun.



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