2003-02-19 | 10:26 p.m.

- i really wish i could be blatently rich thus not having to get up at the buttcrack of dawn to trudge through sleet, slush and snow to get to work in the times square area.

- i also wish i could push and shove and oh okay maybe kill a few tourists in the times square area. these people are dicks and they need to be herded in like cattle and then herded back out when times square gets crazy, ie lunchtime for those that work there.

- in general most people are fucking rude. as i was crossing the street today there was this little old lady that was getting very scared while crossing the street. why you ask? because dicks driving cars behind her were honking their horns repeatedly and inching towards her. as any decent human being and because my heart ached seeing this i came to her help. i offered her my arm which she took graciously and slowly walked across the street with her. she told me she hardly walks out in the cold but she needed a walk around the block. i told her not to mind the buzz around her because some people were rude. she squeezed my hand and smiled. i in turn did the same. there's something fulfilling knowing that i was able to help her cross the street. there's also something fulfilling to see her slowly walk the other side of the block and smiling back at me. as i smiled and waved at her then started to walk to my destination i hoped nothing but the best fir her. still, people are total cocksmokers. have a heart, have the manners to stop and help people. don't be a dick.

- the week is almost over and while i would love to waste my weekend away boozing it up like a sloppy call girl all over the city my fatass is staying home. it's going to rain and i don't do well in the rain, especially with snow and ice at my feet. besides the stack of magazines on my bedside is calling out my name.

- i can't wait to see prozac nation. after reading the book i want to see what christina ricci does with the role.

- while i'm at it why couldn't 'normal girl' be written into a screenplay thus somehow getting it eventually made into a flick? i think it would be very cool to watch it play on screen.

- i need to get myself some winter shoes. i bought myself some shoes at j. chuckles that look like a twisted version of bowling shoes except they are mary janes. i felt very snazzy in them and for less than $20 it was a score.

- ebay is an evil whore and i shouldn't be allowed to go anywhere near it. the last purchase i made on it has to be the last for quite a while.

- like ebay the paul frank store is even worse. honestly why should i pay for cute shit when i should get it for free? why you may ask? well frig you! who the fuck do you think you are?! because i said so! ha!

- preparing birthday gifts for friends is very nice. so is defacing other people's work areas as silly revenge.

- to bed i go because i need my beauty sleep. i'll pretend not to snort as i laugh out loud at that last comment.



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